matthew zapruder
matthew zapruder
LYRIC NARRATIVE
1.
Today I took a coin
with the face of Millard Fillmore on it
and held it between my thumb
and forefinger
of my right hand up into the light.
It glowed
like some innocuous item
belonging to a loved one
I could later deliver to the secret police.
Pulling it down towards my face
I bit it
softly tasting lithium
then pushed it
away from my right eye,
which I had screwed up
like a saloon owner in 1864
thinking of the tiny Confederate
submarine Hunley that sank
the USS Housatonic
then disappeared
forever beneath the waters.
2.
The mascot of the local high school is
a "shorthorn," which is a kind of elf
that lives in the sea,
stealing the thoughts
of children and placing them
into the minds of decision makers
for the greater good,
i.e. its amusement.
I feel like an elk getting a pelvic exam.
Or a giant stuffed beaver, with perfectly white fur,
the color of snow just before an avalanche.
3.
Anyway, back to my story …
TURNING 40
It's not very hard to get older
Who wants to remember wanting to play with blocks
Thinking no one but me
Has just one birthday
I wanted so much
Besides all my fabulous toys
They bought me at huge gleaming stores
That make America great
Matthew Zapruder is the author of two collections of poetry: American Linden (Tupelo Press, 2002) and The Pajamaist (Copper Canyon, 2006), selected by Tony Hoagland as the winner of the William Carlos Williams Award. He is also the co-translator of Secret Weapon, the final collection by the late Romanian poet Eugen Jebeleanu (Coffee House Press, 2008). Currently he teaches in the MFA Program in Creative Writing at the New School and works as an Editor for Wave Books. In Fall 2007 he was a Lannan Literary Fellow in Marfa, Texas. In Fall 2008 he will be teaching at the MFA Program at the University of Houston.